and thunder ... surround us.
sounds of storm rumble on.
hard rain swept in quickly.
now it is cooler.
weather is quiet this day after.
poetry - jack sender - all of my life
and thunder ... surround us.
sounds of storm rumble on.
hard rain swept in quickly.
now it is cooler.
weather is quiet this day after.
lone thoughts
tend to go on
like repetitious
melody
in company
they are able
to produce good
harmony
Taking back roads quickly,
up then down,
rolling smooth this bright, sun shine day.
a tall glass of ice tea and a hot dog seems fine,
and a comfortable place to sit down.
have to come to rest.
make sure it's a decent, summer chair ...
a light straw, large-brim hat would
keep the sun off my face.
don't want to bake; just relax.
we'll talk, finish our snack
and plan what's next.
Another era it seems for us to see
waking to good remembers.
Oh; yeah the summer shines in
sun devine, yours and minds.
without a pet to water and walk i'm happy.
best wishes to you.
that I can do,
wish one for you. surely.
---
Out and about
Don't want to hear.
The weather people are stuck
with that cliche.
front page morning articles
fill me with a covering of stars
...
Fireworks in New York
They boom enough for you did they?
Twisting in their flight
Capping calm with excitement
Topping off the holiday night
sparkles red and blue, gold and white.
Smoke it up, Do it right.
Sleep it off. Sleep it off.
Hide now tight..
the heat , clouds and storms
Turn over in the sky.
now I need the old days when someone
talked when they called.
right here what a great time of year,
even though the booms we hear
Fireworks in New York
Televised to the nation
I've never seen so much smoke.
Clouds to the ground.
Booms the sound.
I'm getting to be a resistor .
cruising up a winding familiar river.
paddle in hand, birds soar overhead.
humming a tune on this thirtieth of of June
and the calendar skips ahead into July.
didn't see time go ... criminently
good days, warmth and sunshine.
kept close in your heart.
duck when stuff overhead gets close.
find smooth water and enjoy.
i can see you smile.
we get our share;
this afternoon it arrives.
so how do we prepare?
i almost said you prepare.
i'll sit and read, maybe write some.
look for rabbits
eat what i can find available .
no surprises so far.
keep in the shade
and hope not to cook.
remember a pond i've been,
some enchanting cool brook.
the current took us
along the way by trees
at a bend she said, "All my siblings are in their seventies."
Oh yup, it is noticeable.
i recall a day somehow i came upon the wall
at the graveyard in Sandusky where the names
of my mom and dad are set
in stone along with their remains.
i'm getting toasted too
but save the wall space
dump me in any river
that will lead to the lake and the ocean
and eventually to the Pacific Ocean
where I was in the navy.
there's space out there.
i like water.
watching the young rabbits speeding back and forth.
a large cat is running around. terror. beware.
tough neighborhood at night i'd say.
don't want a fight;
not anytime. only flight.
all bunnies can do is run away.
they're nice to have in the yard.
they eat vegetables.
as many as they can find.
a black cat on the loose
crept over our yard by moonlight.
i worried what he'd hunt.
today a baby rabbit ran through our yard.
he got away. we felt better.
cloudy and dark now, a still morning.
warm. The season is full blooming
summer.
can't smell the lake here.
it's fourteen miles away from this new home.
however, i do think of it.
over a hundred degrees in Portland and Seattle.
temperatures are way out of line.
i need to concentrate on where we are
and what we've got.
how are you, fine?
Get in the car, we're on the way.
I'll take us for for a look at the town on the other side.
At least it's not far, and it's a good thing I can drive.
i was hoping you'd say that ... Prove it.
put your seat buckle on.
call it East of here. easy ride
my guess is my best.
Are you talking to yourself or are you trying to confuse me? Be quiet and look out the window. Now, what was I saying?
You were talking about our ride, and I'm waiting for you to tell me you want to stop for some ice cream.
That's the best idea you've had for a long time. What are you singing?
I made it up ... Buckle up and ride a little closer dear; we'll swim in summer water that's warm and clear.
charming.
Now some pages are complete with dictionary, spell-check, language translation;
goods to warm my heart so i can find satisfaction quickly.
on an inbetween weather summer day i'm grateful for what we have. i'm easily satisfied and truly lucky to be.
other days would work fine also i imagine.
nothing like imagination usually.
don't bet on it. Just ride straight down the road.
here's to you all.
i can't tell the weather.
let me lay that out to start.
no mystery.
it'lI rain, you know, just sayn'.
i got that marked down.
yeah, there's no telling how hard
it'll pound the roof and
blow wind like no one's heard for a while.
sure is better when the storm blows by
and the sun gets through in the morning.
sky is blue, partially, so good too; it's dry.
it's what summertime is all about.
It's warm and quiet
i picked up a John Sanford book that
i haven't read for so long; Rough Country -
i'm reading it again.
this morning thunder and rain hit hard.
we had two young rabbits living in our yard
last night; I wonder how they get by in this storm.
there is no dry haven
they came out from under the heavy lower branches of a pine.
Now five young rabbit's are running in our yard.
They sure move fast.
i try to keep it out of my mind best i can
gives me a heartache when i think about it.
rain will be here for a week
plants will love it
i'm happy for them.
and water works well for me too
i don't care if it's falling
from the sky to get here
right now it takes it's time developing;
i keep hearing it's on the way.
i've been waiting four days for thunder,
so far it's all been talk.
will be warm for us. it is summer.
shiny bright is how sky-wise it is
a soda fizz would happen
had we one. we know.
let's go continue clean in the yard.
not too hard, do it regular.
around the lawn we think
rabbits are gone. today we imagine
they took off overnight.
a family on the move.
two or three young and mother.
no other in the count. oh brother, rabbits gone.
finally summertime all packed green;
completely, everything growing
and birds coming in
and chipmoncks, squrirrels and rabbits
running threw the yard
it's rather amusing when there's plenty of creatures
running, climbing, flying around.
three weeks old first robin leaps
ready to begin.
i'm sure the heart thumps
for the other standing on the rim
also going to leave the nest
seize life and begin,
there are worms out there to get.
mama said, you won't forget
23 thousand pieces of space junk
the size of a football or larger
being tracked by NASA as they zip
thtough space in close earth orbit
Completely un guided.
a nearly collided romantic poem
chartering rubble.
Exemplifying the truth of how we care for our world.
smaller objects tumble without attention.
like a dog in a car
riding face first
hanging halfway out the window
what a highway we’re clipping along
on a ball sailing through space
throttle to the floor
don’t need a pedigree
any mutt can do it
this is big fun
i wanna do it often
my cheeks are flapping in the wind.
Hey, is anybody steering?
it's rabbits on my mind
when i'm looking out the
window or outside walking.
how cautious they are
remaining out of sight.
a group of rabbits is a fluffle
or a colony or a warren.
ours live under a lily of the valley to keep hidden.
when they're three weeks old
they'll disappear ... go live somewhere else.
we get used to rabbits around
then they're gone
without a sound.
We'll miss them.
i thought i had a forever invisibility cloak.
mailman came and left.
for the first time he looked at me
and he waved at me. i usually wave into space.
that business complete, mailman come and gone,
i'll look in our box to see what advertisement
someone paid to have delivered to my home. say,
can you scoot over a half stool? no ... the other way.
mail man is out of the picture for another day.
i'd say i am also.
both of our clocks
can be wound tight again.
pulling 90. pushing it also. Degrees.
lawnmowers, dogs, enough, gruff stuff
my wonderful manual typewriter i dropped.
the end.
the last line in the book.
except what lives on in my mind.
or i see photos, one's like it.
remember the weight ... thickness.
wasn't practical any more than
using a candle to read by.
now we wait for afternoon,
a few hours when the real heat comes alive.
the powers of the season will give us reason
to open us up to sitting in the shade
can't name everything.
not my business.
but i saw friends.
now I'm off. but i.
wow's been years since we were kids.
would like to see more. was lunch
and some were working.
no excuses for me or anybody
heats up weather-wise ... fine business.
been waiting a long while so i can't bitch.
no way, amigo.
there now, my day's writing is covered.
we can leave our masks behind us.
going now to Huron, ohio ... Berardis
tabled down for lunch.
my left sharon becastro, left again peg.
mrs. geo, geo walbeck,
Meri, me still,
table two
barb, les, mary.
photo geo. bill koehler
so we held two tables,
while we ate and talked.
been a year, the virus you know.
participants from the class of '63 ...
80 some degrees when we left;
we'll again in a month ... for an evening meal
it was good to see who we are.
Forever gone ... joanne modic savage and penny starr
and walt taylor.
how much more can a day give?
sunny and warm enough.
it's up to me to fill it well,
and to the brim.
winter left a brief while ago.
yet i can ... yet i can
practically feel the cold time now.
when i think of it.
temperatures recently turned around.
this week we're going to warm
like it hasn't for a year.
plants and trees are open leaf filled
and we're grateful for the full green around
including the summer sound.
just the birds not lawnmowers. are you thrilled?
yet i can. yet i can.
/
cats beware
the bunnies walking in our yard
are larger than you are;
we're happy to worry less about
the rabbits. we can relax.
remains of fossilized rabbits date
back fifty million years.
older than Diet Pepsi
this Wednesday Berardi',s,
the 19th, eleven-thirty.
talking over coffee
and some lunch? class of '63 showing up
tell me, honey,
Where did the old town go?.
the stores are gone, that's what i found.
what we need is a warm blanket feel ... who can debate?
a nap during the day before it's late.
you need shade when the sun is cooking.
take out your time ... easy.
i've had enough not getting along.
the lake is smooth as it ought to be.
need to cover bare earth
before the next big rain: the city says.
now, four rabbits, more or less hopping.
good to see them without searching for them.
they show up every day.
sky now is blue, wind is light; that's so fine.
count on next week to be warmer;
weather's moving that way.
been reviewing old poems/posts.
figuring where i've been an where i'm headed,
what i've done, etcetera ... moving on the line.
like Lincoln's funeral train,
people turned out to see it pass.
it's where we're located.
how long will rain stay,
can you guess half a day?
can't say while looking out your window.
not from Ohio
just saw the photo
my oh, you look fifty.
i'm sorry you've dogs in the way
then falling and hurting your arm.
not good, easy to do, older you get.
i can say i've been lucky every day for a month.
i've got to pay attention.
i'm just lucky.
on and on.
me paying attention ... that's a joke.
daughter: luck to us both.
Sunday 9 May
rain opened the day
until 10:20 when
it began snowing
i'm knowing that
for sure the sound all around
went from pounding to lighter.
well, thicker... if you heard
you'd of said, hey. It grew noticeable ...
thicker, wetter. For sure snow came down.
in clumps.
talked to clock man, Tim
as he applied oil a bit
to the ticking of it.
was a pleasure talking to him.
the clock worked exceptionally well,
those words he said were swell.
he's a gentle old man;
got along well.
temperatures will be better for plants
when it warms, you see,
we're not there yet. we're going to be
wait with me
we haven't seen a cool spring for a while.
may as well smile and live with it.
for a bit longer
we can be stronger,
think of summers we recall, that's all
stand tall and wait
won't it be great
when summer finally gets here.
What a day it has been, Cole porter;
It's a rare mood I'm in
and i dropped the ball recalling your fine words turning in my heart.
It's the flash of good weather that I love
finally, we've waited so long
You can make it into a song
We'll take this day along on a roll.
building good feelings
In our hearts, you know it, Cole.
your warm words and unforgettable melodies
bring freshness and warm hearts to us all
and comfort going miles inside us.
since we moved a year ago
we added time ... it's now
an hour to get there.
following a long layoff due
to the virus and shutdown
we returned on a Saturday.
i knew before we arrived
that Monday is the day the
old regulars are all working,
and who we saw were the
new young fat girls that
are the new age of takeovers
that can be found now
waiting tables for the customers;
turning out to seek the old ways
of the restaurant with breakfast
served in kindness as they remember.
it's still noisy in there, but the
reflections in the mirrors on the walls
don't yield the same.
i know ... i looked.
weather open up
give us just a cup
of rain this morning,
then move on, please?
so when you're gone
i won't have to think about
filling up the yard with water,
not again, and you will, i know.
but now there's sun ... better than snow, no doubt about it.
it is time for summer heat and we're ready.
i see two big, king robins strutting along.
they're working the yard over.
keeping their eyes on the possibilities
for snacks today.
I PAINTED YOU BLACK
REAL BLACK
ALL BLACK
YOU DIRT BIKE YOU
I RIPPED THE KNEES OUT'A ALL MY PANTS
FALLING DOWN WITH YOU
WE CLIMBED HILLS
AND RODE ALL THE WAY AROUND GUAM
THE ENTIRE ISLAND
MANY TIMES
WE'D GO THROUGH FIELDS
OVER THE BEACH SANDS
INTO THE JUNGLE
IN THE RAIN
And on Nice Sundays
STOP FOR A ROOT BEER
TOO BAD I HAD TO SELL YOU
TOO BAD
limbs paddle lightly
with no worry where they've been ...
half a haze, half a sun
the early morning fishermen
patience sits me quiet, calm again.
waiting to see how the day feels ... begins.
how calm are you this morning?
you won't leave me in the dark forever.
a pie is sweet and so is cake
when you bake just right
overnight you warm with low heat
you know what a treat it will be
to have a slice with coffee.
warms my heart to think of it.
when we'll sit, have a slice,
that sound nice?
let's put it together so it happens.
there's room on the log
stuck in the bog
where there's a frog
or two, singing.
Interesting voices they have,
in harmony soothing as salve
they croak in tones
pure and ringing.
another season is set to open
as we prepare the region and the garden
we drove us to Shelby ... wasn't easy
not when you stack the day together.
first we had to go a half hour
Kind of on the way to Norwhere
to see the beautiful new steps
Dan and his Mr. father, Ed Barman made;
steps of cement to look like the 1860 sandstone original.
don't know how they did it.
then on to Shelby for the first time in a year
for a breakfast not memorable ... or for sure we
will remember it as the day that rang no bells.
the old crew were gone, the new are not the same.
the woman with me had a Spanish something egg with toast,
it looked like catsup.
mine was a pancake, two eggs, shredded potatoes they say.
each of the customers, that's us, had many coffees.
we left a bit saddened. this is April, 2021 ,
the race is long over and we saw many Trump signs.
on fifteen minutes to Shilo, at Blu-ray: flowers, trees, bushes
and plants ... Saturday, 17 April his opening day.
moving quickly, "hi" to Mark, with nearly a smile
embedded in his recognition of me.
air is still, pleasant, quiet, Mark never slowed down
workers out with packs of flowers,
she shopped what she could.
then to Planktown, no masks on workers,.
10:43 AM, 46 degrees, pleasant,
many customers wore masks.
we rode back to Oberlin.
names have always been important;
you'd think so anyway.
it appears that to begin writing
without a known subject
is a vague initiation ...
ghost writing in the dark.
on a paper bench in the park ... without a pencil.
she said she saw a rabbit again - oh, happiness.
i see workers in our yard.
all are moving beyond my involvement.
desired conclusions unknown.
she called workers to action.
my concern is for a satisfactory finale.
so shall we all some to eventually.
so shall it be.
Water has to drain from our yard.
Rabbits are fun to have around if they don't
eat away the garden and flowers.
i make note and count the hours.
"to the color we'll add some beige ...
to give a hint of age," said the man Ed
who has been working with cement
fifty years.
i met him, saw his initial procedure.
he can handle the job.
i'm happy He's doing the work For me.
It will rain some.
i'm not worried about it.
what a pleasure.
the season has developed in full at last.
we think so, and it appears that way.
now two rabbits show up in our yard.
frolicking. the two rabbits jumped straight off the ground.
five feet in the air. i didn't know they could do that.
frolicking is the word for how they acted.
one large like our last year bunny. one small.
there are many bunnies and these didn't have tags; you see a few
And realize they look the same.
we were hoping these are returnees.
but you know ... that's a good starting phrase,
but you know new rabbits could be friendlier
than the two last year who always
kept a hunddred feet away.
these are the opening minutes ... we'll see.
at last a warm evening ...
the first of hopefully many.
old downtown behind Main.
Meri, Catherine and i take a table.
birds overhead call each other.
making a point. put on a show.
i know they do. it's how they go.
as water lightly rolls down the river.
the birds crowd each other.
that's a seagull's life.
boats are coming in;
the afternoon's over.
Ride on to ohio. take the highway.
Hello daughter. been two years.
so talk-fill the gaps. Meri can handle her end.
you're speedy, i'm slack; loving every day.
done a winter's worth of waiting for you.
it's swell. we know each other well.Looking ahead, We'll be warm
tomorrow ... like toast, they say.
if we didn't have this pandemic
we could hug. but i'm an old man
afraid of catching the bug.
so we do what we can.
pasqua is easter ...
weightlessness in long term
space. you hit the ball, round first
base. good thing we're here on planet
blue, running, hitting like we
do. yes, the season has just
begun. so far few players have hit a home
run. wait until Monday, see how they've
done.
strike, ball, double, take off, watch the ump.
mark down Easter, figure if we will spend summer
watching baseball .. or have we had enough.
watching guys who make 200 million a year
and we have to pay a hundred a season
just to see them on TV.
They should pay fans a hundred a month
to watch them on TV.
i can smell the ocean from my chair.
looking up it isn't there.
a peach ripens on the window sill
the clocks approaching quarter 'til
and as i pull the bag from my cup of tea
my mind takes me places i'd like to be.
here, magazines picture my vacation
while outside, birds make their migration.
the mast will creak as my chair rocks.
i stir my tea as my ship docks,
with quill in hand and love sublime
i'll send this message from out of time
corked and floating on ocean's crest
the letter drifts to islands west
at night, moonlight flashes the bottle glass,
by day, the jumping, curious dolphin pass
by sooner or later and seagulls,
by lesser and greater in wind lulls,
by storms and seasons
beyond all reasons
i put my feet up and think of beach,
sip my tea, and eat my peach
don't open your eyes, you won't believe this ... sleep more before you go ahead.
Wake to snow Covering all ... won't last, melting fast. Winter's gone but yeah bah. What an April morning to take in.
want some eggs an bacon?
you're dreaming.
Meanwhile there is poetry, back in fashion ... scattered around pick that one off the ground, clown. It's yours.
claim it. sticks a medal on you for showing up today ... hold still, Willy. Will yah.
okay eight-thirty now and the street looks slushy.
nothing new falling. it's on the way to total meltdown.
Sharon Stone doing a cowboy film.
she certainly did 26 years ago.
am i poeming yet
this middle of the week?
trash goes out every Wednesday.
stack up those weekly obligations.
while Catherine flies in
Califonia to Detroit.
she'll see her friend then drive here
where robins are out hoping, pecking
as today the year's third month ends.
worn out. mark it down.
a quarter of the year has burned.
not only quickly it went quietly.
entirely wrapped up.
as you, i'm happy to have seen it.
Flying today is my daughter
from California. where it's hotter
well, it's not the season for heat
yet it's warm enough.
neat she's coming here
wing in dear.
And good for us. Joy. Joy again.
This doesn't happen everyday.
we'll all enjoy the visit.
like sprinkling seeds of happiness.
well i guess i'll miss her toby and daughter.
so i guess we'll fly hr way next.
here and also another ... there.
morning cold spring rain.
enough so neighbor runners
packed in suits head to toe
jackets with the hoods-up go,
decked in outfits like firefighters
on the back of a bells-clanging
fire truck running with siren blaring
down city streets. out of the way,
tearing quick, make way.
on this cold rainy day.
very brisk starting.
out of the way.
the ceilings are high.
Floors are natural, wood boards.
no cars passing this morning
all creatures doing as best they can
no rabbits, deer, birds nor wind;
and it's warm enough, you know for sure
after a long winter cold, spring finally began.
daylight savings time
forgotten the day after
until six months later.
why do we reset clocks.
don't tell me.
why not forget the change
we need the sun in the morning
and the moon at night.
coffee and oatmeal are sufficient
cancel inconvience
when i heard he was a Beatle
i had no idea Paul McCartney
would write Live and Let Die,
a Jame Bond movie theme;
or that fifty years later i'd write these words,
think this thought, and not be particularly surprised.
my, my, how the world goes 'round.
although, i had not the foggiest idea.
the lake waves roared and gulls flew swiftly
as lives tumbled forward
Into new times and new friends;
always unexpected adventures.
years later i came back and walked on the pier
only slower and not so far out this time.
now i can satisfy myself by looking at old photographs
and pictures i'd painted years ago.
there are memories. sweet memories we share
of times back then. you know when.
summer was ours. yes it was.
we'd hear the coal dumper and the morning trains.
remember?
we saw familiar people walking on main street.
you see one, recognize, and forgot his or her name;
almost recall, but not quite. you never thought some year you'd try to remember.
and there were people then i could recognize but never knew their names.
their cars or trucks went by and a while past they would be familiar too,
and we never gave it a second thought.
i know driving by you couldn't help but look to see what was playing at the Ritz.
you'd smile. some time you'd have seen the movie
and now you'd drive to the next town to a decent theater.
or it was league night at the bowling alley.
maybe friends would come over for cards tonight or a beer.
no matter ... evenings went well.
these endless summers were ours.
The International space station
floats overhead, clear as a bell,
bathed in the light from the sun.
Tonight the ISS passes over at
10:49 p.m. Coming from the west/southwest.
It revolves the earth every 90 minutes.
16 times a say
a blue jay and a male (red headed) woodpecker
tree hopped outside our window this cold morning,
20 March, with frost on the ground.
reading this on another date you'll have to imagine
the coldness. the stillness. the internal anticipation
of the sweet beginning happening now.
all around, anywhere we look.
talk to anyone and behind the day's greeting
is the hopeful sweetness, the advent of tomorrow's glorious season
no one can stop or keep away.
Spring.
The day is a absolutely like a spring one;
which began midnight today March the 21st.
Clear, light blue sky this morning and fields hold
a light tan cast more or less, as far as I can see.
we need sunny days to get the green growing.
plus some heat, of course.
and naturally it will ... happen i mean.
slowly, swiftly through every lawn and field ...
green'll cover everything as far as we can see.
there will be birds and people walking their dogs
with their plastic bags.
***
the evening news on Cleveland TV said the space station
is coming over at 8:39 tonight, from a west south-westerly direction.
also i heard something "about fifteen degrees." i missed that.
later it was time, Meri said come on, and we went outside.
in this new home we don't know the directions well,
only East for the rising sun and West where it sets.
she wanted to drive to Delaware somewhere where there is open space.
at home we have trees all around and only a few minutes to get ready.
we stood in our driveway, in about a minute and she starts,
"there it is ... i see it there." i looked and there it was,
just-about overhead. we expected a dot and it's large as captain Kirk's Enterprise. and lit up.
for seven minutes we watched the space station pass over from the middle of our driveway.
didn't happen, yet, it's gonna.
wind that clock, storm's on the way.
i put on shoes instead of slippers.
serious water coming down, down.
we'll soon see how much
atmospheric anomalies
are shaking our days.
at the very least: dress for it.
seen together during winter months
lined up on ice in a row
then leap up to the air all at once
when they decide it's time to go
ducks fly in a shifting v
low in flight, not going far
I've got to stop right there. The title: Line in a row. When you have a line,
that's a row isn't it? I am sure that a line indicates a row. I don't have to say
straight line. A line is a line, and that's a row. March is a month for poetry,
isn't it? Keep your shoes on. Get in the box.
get ready for opening day.
When the pitcher pitches,
knock it into the stands.
and when you round the bases
be sure to tip your hat to the fans.
Today I was taking a nap
when the phone rang,
"This is Andy from the shipping department..."
That's all I ever hear,
because there is a pause
and I hang up, every time.
He's been calling everyday for a month,
maybe longer, I lose track of time.
Maybe he's from the "fishing" department.
I've never asked him to repeat himself.
We've never really talked.
I just know when it's
the wrong time for a call
and I'm not expecting one,
the phone rings
and it's Andy.
Ok, slip-up. Goes around.
Hold him so high yet still have fear.
There I said the word
And how's your morning.?
Quiet, nothing... prepared.
Thought I finished with dentists,
Then a holiday nut broke a crown.
MY crown. ... my golden crown.
Do I get a 21 gun salute for showing up?
Forget you. Bail out now or she'll
Drive you you know where.
Yes. I'm ready.
***
get tough.
later, Got through.
a quarter into the year,
noting days, like dripping waters, pile on repeatedly.
our position labeled fine. over my shoulder now,
separating threads, flipping heads
also tails.
while making bread ... who controls flipping?
examine what is going on. avoiding dread, enough said.
Position ourselves in hopes for the most, making toast ...
turning out a good year ... our objective.
we're underway ... put jelly on
a mention of jelly to make us all feel good,
well beyond this year's starting line
our position is labeled fine.
over my shoulder now.
separating beads, flipping heads
and tails, making bread,
who is controlling flipping?
dodge dread, what was said
positioning ourselves for the most, making toast ...
simply turning out a good year ... our objective.
no doubt we're underway ... with jelly on.
jelly is mentioned to make you feel good
it's Fahrenheit degrees in the morning.
warmer than anything we've had for
a while. not freezing is it. not a question.
reminds me of country roads we've
driven between here and Shelby
where Ted and Ali's our old
breakfast place is. for me it is
sitting still and looking out the
window that draws back the warm times.
the lockdown is done for
had enough for now
don't asume anything.
keep your distance. mine too.
now it's the month and the angle
when first thing each morning
brightly shining through the blinds
the sun decorates my wall with brilliant stripes.
it 's a bright display
gets my attention.
too bad the sun
doesn't make coffee.
i can't hear it ticking.
upon trying i ascertain
it feels wound enough.
the porch is cold.
the clock is not keeping time in the traditional sense we think of ticking and moving clock parts. not running seems to sum the clock lack of movement. i last checked this morning. it must have been running. i remember no strain or alarm to get it going or worry bout the clock's condition. i surely didn't write a poem about it then.
clock tocking is now in absence.
also ticking is gone.
with this note quiet is registered.
one of the easiest things to do.
keep tires up...then one day wham.
you've seen it happen when you don't expect it, you're suddenly
looking down on misery, not always yours thank god, everyone has a turn.
it happens all around...or used to, yes, misery. they're making
better tires than they used to. we used to look down and find a state of distress...
well, yeah. remember patching tires. a while ago. this is miserable truth.
i am not kidding. on the good side when things are fine we can pull over on the road side
chew a twig of grass, oh, and sit on a
knoll, enjoy the view. your tire is okay,l
just relax...take it easy for a while. you're not in a hurry. it's a good sunshiney day.
seems the weather and the date is where i can be.
the weather because i see it out the windows,
the date because we're doing a quick slip out of February.
i like the month because it's my birthday time.
i don't wait all year for it, but maybe i do.
it's a familiar marker, more than Christmas and other holidays.
and it's in my head because it is only special to me.
familiar, more than special. i know the month well;
cold, snow and my birthday.
just a picture...in mind,
then it became me, on the sand
near the sea. one foot In
feeling exquisitely warm water
such a fine sunshine day.
we welcome the exchange
standing by in the water. ready to walk
in a while.splash in up to our chin, go ahead fold over, then look around ... rolling
where we are. Like waves, we're rolling.
2.
remember a few days ago how the snow melted when winter collapsed,
seems the bottom dropped out of it.
the heavy winter cold had gone away.
it's not even April. not close.
the snow season was ripped out from under us.
No skiers. No complaints.
3.
look how shopping i found little discs of chocolate, on the top shelf.
write those candies down, will you? then scratch them off the list, go on.
lover make sure there is not a trace of those little buggers
bugers and buggers...two guh's i suppose.
candy anyway.
now, zooming, should we wear our Sunday clothes?
warm feeling, i know. scarf on.
meanwhile, mechanical...
a scientific study to relieve the spot where literary pain...
let me phrase this, that, my hat...no cat
vines entwines,
pile a stack...sticks, candle wicks
my heart holds you back of mine,
nick of time
sublime, so sublime.
now look where we are.
different weather surrounds us,
not usual, it's warmer.
see out the window, the snow is melting there.
winter has collapsed,
the bottom dropped out of it.
the heavy winter has been taken away.
carted off, ripped out from under us.
i don't mind, although it seems a portent of different weather to come.
***
note here:i want a semicolon in this punctuation. i will have to wait to try again.
a semicolon carries a certain flare.
doesn't bother me to go back to read
a second time what i wrote.
generally i always have to.
it's not easy to digest a poem the first crack.
is this good or normal? well, who is to worry?
i don't write them in one pass anyway.
This is getting to first base with a poem.
to start i put nuts in a basket. Gathered are feelings and i called them nuts.
he reached into my mouth and unscrewed a post he put in to hold a crown.
i said that right. the post is loose, he(my friend the dentist)'s going to put in a larger post.
(here my wife would say "he's not your friend, he's you dentist." and i'd say "he is too my friend.")
now, on the next day.
I'm going back to (my friend) the dentist;
I'd rather avoid the thought, however, I respect the man.
I'd look ahead happily If i had half a wit.
i'm going to let him twist a larger screw into my jaw.
yeah, i am melting snow
well, seeing it, not participating
it is too slow to watch snow melt.
i am warm inside looking out
take your time; you melt, i'll be here.
there are a thousand people standing around and the new guy is asked:
"Are you here for your second shot, sir?"
new guy looked at the ceiling, thought before he said, "yes."
The guy who asked is in charge.
he wore a dark blue shirt with a badge;
i remember him from the last time...the first time.
He let's the line wait forever, that's who i remember and is dark blue whirt.
the next person in line, a woman, spoke out:
"are you going to let the line continue?"
these are not union volunteers.
the man in charge looked, thought and paused,
then said, "Go. go. go."
i heard the man in charge ask: What color is your car?
in the majority there are only white cars, and grey.
"White". I spun my head around for no reason, i just did.
"the man in charge turned to a girl and said, "when he
comes back tell him he has a white car".
the one telling and the one told are different ones.
so is the one he told.
see how the snow has finished
has yet to melt, but it's over.
walking through my February i see
winter turned the corner.
this is what it looks like at the end.
now after nine a.m. the sun on the glistening snow reflects in a golden light.
i can see it like that.
the crowd is large.
this and that, fat cat, where's your hat?
i looked on the chair ... on the floor ...
on the mat? give me a minute, will you?
Let us chat, shall we?
pat the cat, where he sat. by the bat.
this and that, he smiled.
she tried to smile but had difficulty.
the river runs to the ocean, eventually.
as heavy snow falls.
Texas has a hard time...power outages and freezing temperatures.
blurry snowfall here in northern Ohio.
a few feet. and it continues to fall.
we'll take it easy. see how it, goes.
i don't know how this poor poetry happened.
there were moments when I lost my balance.
words got by me.
all together i'm distracted...we have full-on winter.
snow is to my knees.
i'd bake cookies if i knew how. it's a day for it.
i don't want to read instructions.
and no one needs the sugar.
out of nowhere, started up
blowing lightly, white dots floating by.
makes a pretty morning, still air.
only a breeze with no direction.
growing wind ... north to south.
minus traffic again.
here comes someone walking a dog.
some squirrels, a few birds.
mainly nothing going by
hours pass
begins snowing harder
stops an hour. starts again.
the message is the snow;
keep the weather foot
on the pedal so
no soot, only flakes
dusting piles
of preexisting pounds
weighing on the other day's
accumulation we see,
every where we venture
this day. so we're snowed in
and on. and another foot's
coming
some pieces go together
when you sort them, however
not all fit in any weather
i'm saying cold can be too much
to comfortably fit pieces forever.
like rain can mess you up also.
a clean dry garage is a start for happiness.
so you need a heater. what do we have now?
a pathway to happiness? seems like a shortcut.
be sure to keep good pressure in the tires.
take off your jacket.
leave it on the chair ... the one by the window.
yes, over there.
full is not what i want to be right now, i need to lean up.
i'm thinking warm weather may get me moving.
right now it's writing and thinking. that's filling my time.
and still i've more to do that remains unattended.
publish my book and poems...that way i can see what i have.
i look back and think i need my writing in a heap where i can read it
and see what to edit. to add. are you getting along or just
not thinking about it?
***
look and be filled with poets
all over the place, you see. make a space.
plenty all filing in order, in clover of happiness
what do you expect. now is the season.
get a battery to power your mower.
go moo now.
moo-er, the battery powered electric cow.
drone over for a close look.
moo over the fence.
from whence it came.
chew your green.
stay lean.
dah. deh. dah, dah
dah. deh. dah, dah
play with me, why won't you
stay with me,
i know you really can
take me along, sing our song ...
we'll ride along this way together.
in any weather.
our hearts will sing this song
our song.
looking out upon a winter's
start of morning sunshine.
the color rose blends low on white clouds
and a touch of blue can be seen in the shaded snow field.
looking early with the writer's eye.
the sky is simply empty light blue.
dance my heart for this glimpse
gives me a smile and happiness too.
a few things right.
thanks for help from Meri.
she makes the appointments.
now thanks for the weather...this is winter for crying out loud.
the sun is shining bright morning light;
has a rose/gold tint to the sun waves cast.
when i look in the shade i do see some blue
or suppose i do. that is the artist way of looking.
cold and pretty - that's today. and cold,
you're darn right it's cold. well, good morning
winter in February. now you can settle down
and take the season normally. now six deer
run through our yard, stop and look, walk, then run off.
our family always got together,
grew closer because of her, she's our calendar girl.
in sometime heavy snow.
the two of every February
always a family party and laughter.
never missed her special day.
sure, grandma baked, always frosting on a different cake.
she was the best, groundhogs day. hurray
and grandma has the last laugh. many years have passed,
i'm always reminded of her birthday. ground hogs day
me, the kid, i'm the only one left ... the only one left
happy birthday, i love you, grandma.
storm is over. no more flakes falling,
but it's cold. take your choice, drive or ride.
here to there may be easy if car can get out.
soup and bread sounds right for today
and looking out over white, distant fields ...
sounds like i can hope for.